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| Serving in Turkey |
There is
a difference between active and passive living. Many people live the life that comes. Others strive to create a life they
wish to live. In Turkey the
attitude portrayed in the phrase "inshallah" tends to imply that only
God's will, will occur. You cannot
change the path, so just take the day as it comes and what is, just is.
This has
been a week of intense and varied emotions. We have traveled to Kayseri to work with the Hagobians and
the project to distribute food packets to the poorest of the refugees, met with
some impressive and important people and listened to the continued plight of
the poor as winter comes on. We
have traveled to Izmir, attended a major conference on the disabled, worked with
our partners in our wheelchair project, closed out our school lift project, met
some major political people and shared in the joy of watching the Boccia sports
project move to a new level of involvement. We also met one of the Turkish handicap tennis champions
that we, against church rules, decided to support and help fund her in a world
competition. She was overcome with
appreciation.
It has
been both rewarding and extremely discouraging at the same time. My heart keeps being shot full of holes
and although I see much good, I see an infinite need for help and support. The opportunities to serve are so huge
it is overwhelming and very disheartening. The fact that our Church has decided that humanitarian work
is no longer needed in Turkey in mind boggling. I suppose all I can do is accept that some knowing power
understands why, but it is like saying that we have completed the work of
serving the poor and needy while thousands are freezing, starving and
completely alone in a world of hate and fear.
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| Our friend is on the right. The lady on the left is from the UK and the man holding the racquet is the head of the Turkish special olympics |
We met
with the Vicar of the Angelican Church and a representative from England that
has come to try to find a way to better help the refugees in Turkey. It was a very interesting meeting. I am impressed that this church at
least took the time to find out what the local opinions are. They are the first outside organization
to even ask what we are doing and what we think.
I was
also able to baptize my first convert into the Church. She is a young Iranian lady that has
been attending church and started to attend our young single adult family home
evening program. For what ever the
reason she seems to have taken a liking to me and wanted me to baptize
her. I felt bad for the young
elders, but when she insisted putting off her baptism date until I could do it,
I could not object. It was a
special moment and a great privilege to use my priesthood.
Concepts
of exclusion or most often called discrimination are in essence the same
whether it is race, color, religion or disability. The interesting note is everyone has something that they are
discriminated against. Even if you
are too beautiful, too smart or just plain good at what you do, someone or
something will still be an impediment in your life. Something or someone will hinder or act as a force against
you and your ability to move forward.
In this sense we are all
handicapped. We are all
impeded in some aspect of our life and must find a way to overcome the obstacles
to progress.
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| Reality.... Handicap and Religion same complexities, but the handicap show more courage. |
For
example just being the Church of Jesus Christ is major handicap in this part of
the world. No matter the law,
there is immense discrimination against Christianity. You may as well be without arms and legs. You are barely tolerated, but you are never truly accepted.
When you
look at my pictures in this post, substitute the disability for religion, race
or color and the picture remains the same.
I am
afraid that by the time I get home, I will have been so consumed with
frustration, disappointment and discouragement that I will be no more. The moments of joy are amazing, but the
exposure to sorrow is nearly overwhelming. What I actually fear most is that I will come home and
simply slip back into the comfort of life in the States and let my mind forget
the tragedy of the lives in this country.
I will just be another traveler that passed through and left behind the
poor and needy. Where are the
Samaritans?
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| Our newest member, a special day. Details cannot be shared? But we have the memories. |






Fred, Another amazing, touching and thought provoking post. Congrats on the baptism and on getting to see the fruits of your labors in a few real lives which have been touched. Cling to the moments of joy. Been thinking much about what to do with the lessons learned, experiences gained, friendships forged, ... It would be so easy to slip back into life as if the past 8 months never happened. Thank you for the inspired reminder to not forget and to seek to build upon. God and good be with you! Dave
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing your insights again. I have a lot of worries, but one of them is NOT that you will come back and be passive. I know you will come back and be engaged in not just one good work but many, and I look forward to seeing what you do and who you help and what you make. I know it will be inspiring, just like your mission has been. Dave and Terri gave their mission reports to the High Council today, and it was wonderful to hear from them. I think you could all have a long conversation about bureaucracies.
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